You and I

I put my pen to paper,
As I try to calm my heart.
The tears, they blur out most of the words,
And so, once again, I have to start.

The tingling in my arms won't stop.
I clutch the pen as tightly as I can.
Staying away from the blade.
It's not that easy, after all.

I Think of that smile like a beacon of hope
Driving out the darkness in the blink of an eye
That's all that keeps me going anymore
The thought that we'll be together, forever, You and I.