It's weird,  isn't it? When you get so involved with someone, so close to someone, that when they're not there, you have no idea what to do. You've wrapped your life around their presence, and you wonder what the hell you used to do before you found them. And what you're supposed to do for the few moments that they're not with you. And how you'll  go back to living your own normal life like you did before them,  if they ever leave you.  Especially when a life without them in it is unfathomable. And life before them, wasn't life at all.